This piece, originally titled Almost Zen, was meant to embody the tranquility of loopable "Zen" music, featuring relaxing instruments like harp, flute, and soft strings. However, it never fully achieves that calm. Instead, an underlying tension disrupts the serenity, reflecting the escalating political crisis in Kashmir, a region where I spent time and formed deep connections. As I composed, the Indian government imposed a media and internet blackout on the region's 15 million residents, claiming it was necessary for national security. While I understand the complexities, I find this approach unjust and undemocratic. As a semi-outsider with roots in Singapore, I hope this piece raises awareness about this overlooked issue.